I'm idle and buzzing through time now. Mostly neutral energy.Mostly.

Ambitions and no motivation.A beat in my ears and I'm stuck in the past.

Talk a lot to the future.

Been back and forth to the north, to the north.

To the east.

I'm idle and buzzing though time now, see.
Now you ask for words on the things I've seen.
Well truth be told dear my life is on hold here.
Expression halted. Stuckkkkkkk. Shucks.

My heart is still on the move, can't stop forward motion.
But darling my voice is far behind.
Though not misplaced.

I hope.

Just far behind.

All I know is I stood silent to the north atlantic waves.

Considering surrender.

You know that power.

So maybe something moved in me.
But not visual, not verbal.
Maybe seeds planted? Seeds swallowed? Germinating.
They'll sprout out my eyes and my throat for you.
That must be it.

I'm idle and buzzing through time now. Mostly neutral energy.
Ambitions and no motivation.

But somthing is shifting, I could sweat. I could sweat? Sweet?
I could swear.