I'm idle and buzzing through time now. Mostly neutral energy.Mostly.

Ambitions and no motivation.A beat in my ears and I'm stuck in the past.

Talk a lot to the future.

Been back and forth to the north, to the north.

To the east.

I'm idle and buzzing though time now, see.
Now you ask for words on the things I've seen.
Well truth be told dear my life is on hold here.
Expression halted. Stuckkkkkkk. Shucks.

My heart is still on the move, can't stop forward motion.
But darling my voice is far behind.
Though not misplaced.

I hope.

Just far behind.

All I know is I stood silent to the north atlantic waves.

Considering surrender.

You know that power.

So maybe something moved in me.
But not visual, not verbal.
Maybe seeds planted? Seeds swallowed? Germinating.
They'll sprout out my eyes and my throat for you.
That must be it.

I'm idle and buzzing through time now. Mostly neutral energy.
Ambitions and no motivation.

But somthing is shifting, I could sweat. I could sweat? Sweet?
I could swear.

So I've neglected this place in my mind, in my mind for awhile.
But I guess I'm ready to come back since it's time for things to change again.
schedules break down organically and that's what I long for but damn, that's what I'll miss.
I've been thinking about becoming a night owl and they asked me to join.
But i think I might just decline.
Making rainbows will better anyway.
And then I'll fly away.

Not to long ago I visited 1917 and those boys were brave.
The air as still, my breath was cold and no bullets were fired cause, well I paused time. Just to see what it was like.